results

got back results on fridae... its kinda disappointing but... i did my best... i held back my bucket of tears... tried to be hapie... coz no matter how much i cry on tat day... results will not suddenly change... so i muz live wif it!! yea!! muz be positive!! luckily i can stay in my darling yjc!! hopefully in my dearest class too... i pray hard!!

unfortunately, i'll miss my frens from yss who didnt make it to yjc by a mere one point... it hurts me alot!! i will miss dem!! miss the yishunites from yss... sad... but i'll live wif it... but i'm sad... pretty much as though i fell from the stairs... tats life... =((

well, i so love my cuzzins!! i love my cutie little bat... heh... yaya... sayang... sayang... i'm crazy... cant stop talking thinking of my dear cuzzies from malaysia... y eh... ntah... tatau lak... i juz rindukan they all... every now n den... every single day, every nite, every time i have a prob... everytime i feel so sad... so down... so feel unwanted..?!?! ya... so... i juz sms dem... den... they help me!! ni la sbbnye i so love dem!!! nice baby of mine!!! muackx**

hmm... if by aniwaes... or any means tat my cuzzin visits tis site of mine... tis is for you guys...(actually dulu pun ade tulis tentang u guys la tapi... haha... wadever...^-^)

dear cuzzies,

terime acih kepada my squall & neo sbb everytime luangkan(atau buangkn) u guys nye precious time n mase sms(ing) me!! so nice of u guys... well... i appreaciate every single word u guys sae... no matter wad it is... ur words of encouragment will definitely make me pull thru aniting n evriting... well, i miss u guys nye company kat ym ke msn ke mane mane laa... mayb... i shud sae... i miz chatting sampai tk ingat mase... sampai jam 3 or 4 plus pagi... hehe... den... of coz... dgn baiknye kene halau tdo... >_< !! like during the holidaes... hehe... missing those precious momentss... aniwaes... i appreciate every single help u've given to me... in every single problem i have... personal or school stuffs... u guys were ryte... now den i realise... tat i'm tat very gullible to life... owaes kene buli... i learn to adapt... i learn to be choosy... haha... i'll learn not to percaya org like i alwaes do... aniwaes...

if u happen to be reading my surat mepek nie... my deepest apologies if i ever hurt u... make u mad... make u sad... make u feel very disappointed in me... soriee... i'm so sorie... =(