lalla...

since todaes first march... i'll update yaa...

k la... hmm... 2dae a levels results was released... yup... my school did pretty well... ya... except a section called 'GEOGRAPHY'... well, the students didnt do well... i'm sort of pressurized n discouraged, disheartened... it's pretty upsetting... i love geog... but... with those kinda results... i'm like... oh no... will i do well... will i get at least a B??? or even a pretty little grade called Distinction... thats a nice big A!! whoa... a levels difficult!!! aaaahh... all these are running in my mind... in my head... oh no...

i'm starting to panic though it's only the first three months... will i be able to cope??? will i??? will i survive... can i??? i cant actualli ask my family members n relatives [[except my aunt... but now, the subjects/topics have shrunk or grew n is very different]] or cuzzins [[those in s'pore ya... but i can ask my cuzzin from m'sia though... which i alwaes do... well, wen i was in sec sch... he's my tutor... my teacher... a shoulder to cry on... he spend his precious study time juz to answer my maths qns... now... i wanna ask him but... he's in uni now... he's very bz... very... no lies... =( well, cant disturb him already... but from wad i noe... during his jc times, it's difficult too... no matter where the location...]]

unfortunately or fortunately, i am sort of the first miracle girl to get into a jc... kinda scary for me... i'm like setting a standard for my younger cuzzins here... hoping to live it up!! i'm like a role model!! gosh... i'm so sad... frightened... i dont want them to pressure their child to be like me!! alamak..!!! stress... stresss...

well... juz plotting my emotions n feelingss... cya... for now... till i return... =)))