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Saturday, May 06, 2006

he did it again

well... haha... todays fridae... but we have a thursdae's timetable... it's a swap between thursdae n fridae... quite fun la actually... muz do more often... -_-''... hahax... lame laass... aniwaes... wad happen recently... truthfully, i cant remember much happenings for the past few days... short term memory loss... sorrie!! *blueah*=P

the onli ting is tat i remember is...
1) we were suppose to do a presentation on berita ting yesterdae but none of us groups had it... so cher got angry but shes pretty cool after tat... and i remember that we had to redo our forum juz because the microphone wasnt working ryte!!! arrrgghhh!!!


2) being pestered to go tanjung pinang n paying the cash by my teacher... and suffering a dilemma of going or not going to tanjung pinang as my dad juz could not make up his mind... and wen he finally did... i was given the last say... gosh!! dilemmic(no such word laa.. ryte?...) haha... finally being supportive... i went... [ my teacher's happy orite... pretty glad i went... =/]

3) den i had to sell tickets fot the Arts Fusion Nyte... which costs $10/- per ticket per nyte... and my ex-secondary school frens are like... ermm... cannot laa... haiya... not supportive one lor... so sad de... and the same cher was pestering me to buy SEVEN tickets... dead... evrydae she pester n force me laa... aiya... n finally... having the nice parents i have... they bought seven... for whom... ermm... i donoe... my cuzzins also useless lor... damn them... ask them go... dont want la... dance lousy!!! i performing 2 type of malay dance lei... how could you!!! [[ again she's so glad i bought seven tickets... happy as can be she will be...]]

4) i realise i'm getting broke... haiya... i save up money... but i still have to chalk up money to buy school's stuffs... sad... n buy notes n some not paying... i aint rich u noe... for those who didnt pay, i aint RICH!! i sacrifice my money for lunch to buy u notes!! heartless ppl... =(

this is the most interesting happening today... guess wad!!! i was so freaking pissed off!!!
it happened in school... moments before bell rung for chemistry lesson at one pm... the story goes like this...

i was talking bout the pics of our P14 class outing, etc during our first three months with two girls laa... den i say ms tay didnt give us even after a long time... it's so unfair... den we laughed[[while walking up the stairs to the third floor]]

den, i waited outside our class for the rest before bell rung... den suddenly KEITH came n sort of vent his anger on me... saying things like... dont backstab me... dont cal me a**h*** behind my back... n threw me a disc saying the pics are all there n i shud have asked him if i wanted it... well, KEITH.... i didnt noe bout any disc given to YOU containing the pics!! wad was the scolding for!!!

being the sensitive soul tat i am... i walked off leaving the disc n cried... i was so pissed laa... he do this to me lots of time already... ya... my other frens saw n asked y... so i yold them... n he camed walking so quickly n say.... hey... i'm sorry... so INSINCERE!!! so i told him... i dont want to listen to u... i dont care if anyone hu reads this thinks im mean... im not... it happens more than once... and it is like adding salt in my wound which is not healed yet from his previous stupidity... i juz cant forgive him at tat moment... it was too much...

i became too tense tat... even my chem cher notice my tearful and asks why... i stupidly say i suffering from high blood pressure... haha... it was lame... he noes it too... well... it made me so tense.. that i became breathless... i was breaking inside... emotionally, mentally but not physically...

after school, went northpoint, burger king to do our project work... we ate lunch first though... hahasxx... but i guess... the meeting juz got screwed up... sorry girl!! haix... we'll do well aite... we will... we can!! we'll strive!!

oh yes!!! finaly completed the contemporary dance!!! yea!! but using books... it's kinda lame? haha... ssshhh... heheh... i update till here aite... haha... cya next time... takkaire!!

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