..a little too sweet*

sometimes i wish i can call u...
somehow i feel u wont b there...
sometimes i wish i can cry out loud...
but i feel no one will console me...
sometimes i wish i can say i love u...
but im unsure if u feel the same way...
sometimes i wish i can kill myself...
but im afraid that u will suffer...
sometimes i feel like im mean...
playing ard with ppl's feelings...
but have u ever wondered?
my feelings are being played too..?
sometimes i wish u would understand...
but i dont think u really can...


the truth i want to sae...
is i really love u so much...
so much pain to lose u...
so much pain to part wif u....
even if u believe me or not...
the feelings never change...
coz the heart never lies...



I LOVE YOU and I MISS YOU...