..a little too sweet*

sorie... my post is going to be fully in malay.. sorie fellow readers... especially addie... hee!! :p

pertama skali... saye tido kol 0130 hari ini... den.... saye pk dlm hati... nk bngn kol 0500 la kalau tk ngantok... tah la nk uat pe... tbe2.... btol2 kol 5 lbey saye bngn... tk rase ngntok lak tu... den... laptop mmg da kat sblh pon... jadi on la laptop tu... den masok la internet... tade org on9... saye mmg tk pnah off laptop... hahaha.... jadi sume mmg da siap on... den masok lak ms... nmpk wanwan... haaha... den reply la comment.... den wanwan pun on ym... den kite pun chat la... hahaa... smpi kol 0645 time saye tpon wanwan... kate kjap je... sbb dea nk tito... sye pn sbnrnye kene sambung tito... tp saye tataw lak yg wanwan ade rule... sape kol dea yg kene letak dulu... jadi sye dr jam 0700 ke 0730 tk letak2... akhirnye... habis gak sbb tah eh... something happen... i donoe ape... den line kene cut... hahax... lepas 1jam29min... hahaha... 0815 baru abes bbual mepek... time kol tu... wanwan ade kate didie conpem sms... but ayie mati2 kate tak... den tibe2... pas letak phone time 0815 tu... 4 msg dr didie send from ym... adui... wanwan menang lor... waaa!!! hahhaaa... klakar lor... ayie kalah teruk seyyy!!!

n ade la ayie gtaw wanwan smt... the fact that wlupn ayie ermm... masih sygkn si dak lesung pipit tu... erm... ayie tao la dea tk sygkn ayie... tp... ayie masih sygkn dea gak la... huhu... tp ya... sjak putus maot tu on 31dec2006... ayie shuke wanwan gak... tp ayie terhalang la... so... hahahahaa... ayie sort of abaikn atao try lupe2 sume mende ni... tp sedihnye... timbul balek la... ayie cube nk hilangkan prasaan yg ayie sygkn didie... tp... ayie xbley ar...! haix ttp ttp sygkn didie... tp... mcm ayie gtaw kwn ayie.... clap one hand cannot hear!! btpuk sblh tngn tk bunyi pe... ya... so ni la yg ayie frust maot... ayie tlalu sygkn didie tah knape... mayb sbb dd, dak lesung pipit ni... jejaka pertama yg masok dlm hidup ayie yg serba single slame 17 taon 7bulan 7 hari.. sblm ayie knali didie... n ya... i guess thats the reason ayie tk ley lupekn didie... n prasaan ayie untuk didie n terhadap didie tp dpt ayie ilangkan walaupun da 4 bulan 22 hari da putus... haix... :(

anyway didie... ayie mintak maap tk balas msg lor... bukan tk sudi la abg oi.... tapi time bbual kat phone ne ley sms skali? aduii... im so sorie k... not that i purposely pe... n didie... ape kes yek... kalo mao tego2 je... d tk pakse? slame ni... d igt ape? ayie dpakse chat ngn dd ke? huh...? ape ar dd nie... campai ati sey... haix... tp tkpe la... didie kate cmtu.... kecik hati cmpur tkjut gak... tp tkpe... oh ya... tbe2 didie kate ayie couple ngn wanwan??? ape kes lak??? adui... wanwan ade intan la... kn? kn? erk!! ayie tatao ar... ayie shoot jek... wanwan ngn intan... huehuee... :p well... ayie x kapel ngn wanwan pon... ape la didie ni.... aduiii... apsyal didie tnye cmtu n kate cmtu pun ayie tak phm... haixx... maybe didie tataw.... but i dont blame u at all didie... ayie pun tk pnah gtaw ayie sygkn didie time kite kapel dulu... tkpe ar... da lmbt nk ubh kn keadaan... :) i will live with it... haixx!! aaaghh!! im lying to myself yet again!! ayie tipu diri sendri lagi!!! haaa!!! *waaaaa!!!*


k la... i ranted my feelings... :( take care!