... yes i do love you and i will always do love you ...
... till then, the day i really have to let you go ...
... to go on our separate ways and lifes ...
... nothing will ever change the way i feel about you ...
... eversince the day i know you ...
... since the day you walk into my life ...
... you have been my shoulder to cry on ....
... you have been my support like no other ...
... you have sacrifice time to listen to my stories ...
... you have to listen to my sufferings, my pain and tears ...
... you were always there for me ...
... you always encouraged me and tell me not to give up ...
... you always knew how to put a smile to my face ...
... even if i never told you this ...
... i've always wanted you to know that ...
... though i never met you before ...
... and contacting you just through webcamming sessions ...
... i have always loved you ...
... i have always loved you ...
... till now i myself still dont understand how my feelings for you blossomed...
... i wish i am always with you ...
... i wish i can see you everyday and nyte ...
... i really really miss you ...
... whenever i think of you ...
... my world stops revolving ...
... my mind keeps thinking ...
... of the reasons that makes me want to be with you ...
... whenever i think of the reason we part ...
... my heart starts aching ...
... my world came crashing ...
... my tears keep on falling ...
... not able to understand the rationale ...
... i wish that nothing could ever make us part ...
... but we had to end this way ...
... i never knew how it will hurt to lose someone you really love ...
... a person who is well adored ...
... now at times i wish i had done the things i should have ...
... the things that made you angry coz i didnt do ...
... regretting now is definitely too late ...
... i wish i can let you go ...
... but somehow i dont think i can find anyone that is like you ...
... do i regret leaving you on 31 dec 06 at 6 plus in the morning ...
... arguing my life wif you for one hour long ...
... yes i do regret ...
... coz i still love you so much ...
... even if i rarely sms, talk, msg, etc with you ...
... it doesnt mean i forget you ...
... many knows i still am crazy for you ...
... still in love with you without even having the slightest idea about yours ...
... sincerely i say ...
... i live my days thinking of you ...
... thinking of the things that makes me smile when im with you ...
... i miss you more as days pass ...
... the more i try to forget ...
... the stronger the loves get ...
... the harder for me to let go ...
.... those who knew i still love you ....
.... encouraged and told me to tell you ....
.... which i refuse to tell you till yesterdae ...
.... when you suddenly out of nowhere pop that question ....
.... "luv me ?" :-" ....
.... honestly i wanted to answer ....
.... of coz i do!! ....
.... however i decided against it ....
.... didnt want to scare you with my answer ....
.... den i guess ....
.... i didnt want to hide my feelings anymore ....
.... coz it hurts me ....
.... living in denial saying that i dont love you ....
.... when i love you more than anything else ....
.... n yes to your question ....
.... i do love you dd ....
.... i really do love you so much ....
.... i miss you a lot ....
.... i really really do ....
..... i wish i can talk to you like normal .....
..... but evrytime i call you .....
..... and hear you speak .....
..... i dont wish to utter a word .....
..... i dont want to miss any moments of you speak .....
..... i just want to listen to your voice .....
..... it just makes me hapie to hear you talk .....
..... i wish you knew .....
..... knew the truth that i still bear feelings for you .....
..... i guess it is too late now .....
..... nothing i say will change what has happened .....
..... but nothing's too late to let you know all this .....
...... though the truth from you will eventually hurt me i think ......
...... i will just be ready to move on till that day comes ......
...... i'll be ready ......
...... will i ever be?? ......
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