..a little too sweet*

i feel sad... down... detached... impartial... dispassionate... =(
during these times... i wish i could juz pick up my hp... give u a call n speak to u...
but... haix... im sad... i wish u were here like before...
i wish for ur support... encouragement... like u always did...
i long for ur innocent presence... where i can snuggle... cuddle...
just to keep me safe n warm... where i can comfort myself with u...
without worries... coz i noe u will be there... to understand me...
to make me forget my worries n pain with the words u say...
i live my days n nytes thinking of u... thinking all the things that have to be thought of...
i wonder... i pray... i hope u will figure what i am trying to say...





can we start all over again??