..a little too sweet*

i have been wondering... pondering over 31 dec 2006...
did i break his heart or did he break mine?
in the wee hours of the morning...
at 5am to 6am plus... did it really had to happen?
sometimes i wonder...
what if i didnt? will the same result happen?
most of the time i regret...
making him angry... huhu.. sorie.. :(
making him disappointed in me...
he treats me well...
but i was more keen into keeping to myself...
hiding my misery from him...
when he is so nice to offer his help...
was i wrong for acting this way??
am i regretting? y?? i shouldnt...
but y cant i move on???
haix... i long for his presence again...
but... im juz dreaming if he is ever going to return...
i never even once met him n i fell for him...
how? u may wonder... while u wonder... im still wondering too...
donoe la... love at first sight... heh... x)
sighting on webcam and his pictures from myspace...
n of coz... his sweet talk... his dimple... his smile...
his presence makes me so hapie like no other...
i melt n melt n melt n melt... :d
hmmm.... who's fault was it?
it was mine i guess... for not keeping in touch...
my ego got the better of me... saddd...:((


didnt know love could hurt...