..a little too sweet*

hmm...
sometimes i wish...
haix... but sadly i dont tink it will happen...
it will happen in my dream maybe...
but never in my this real world...
this reality... life's not cruel...
it is just not what or how u want it to be...
it is not... that's kinda sad...
haix... it's okay... it really is...
or is it? i donoe... i juz need time...
time to see if all this was for nothing...
all that i've dreamt of was juz a dream after all..

.love used to be make me smile.
.since love has now long gone for me.
.there is no smile u can ever see.
.even if a rainbow shines above me.

.if love was love. and kisses were kisses.
.then hugs will be hugs. i will miss u forever.