..a little too sweet*

im sad... sad... depress... hahaa... but yet i try to be hapie... i want to be optimistic... i cant let it get in my way... but i let it be... coz i donoe... coz i juz cant... he seems to be in my head evry single second, minute, hour of evryday, evry week, n evry month... every moment n time dat pass... all i can tink of is you... things that u say that once made me smile... im becoming more astray n distant from u... i dont know... if thats what u want... den i guess, it'll end... haix... im so emotional nowadays... only to myself... i wont show it to anyone... unless u can read thru me tat is.. =( i miss u... i really do... i really need u... but i juz dont know when i'll call u... pls dont be angry... i promise i will n i will... pls give me time... =(