..a little too sweet*

im a crappy malay dancer... ok ok... y am i writing this? im not proud to be one?? hahaa... maybe a bit hapie to be one... since i was in dance since K2... hahaa... stopped in primary n continued throughout secondary school years n jc years... hmmm... so? doesnt mean i love dance... i was trying to go away from dance in jc but was sabotaged by my friend... wth! nvm... life goes on... yeay!

so wad was my post suppose to write on..? tataw!!! lupe ar... hmmm... i noe it's definitely be didie... didie n more didie... omg!~ my cuzzin say... it is just my fantasy... didie was only toying with my feelings... with my heart! what about his words? his sweet talks? maybe my cuzzin is ryte... he just ayat me so well until i fall for him n leave me when it's time... but why so? what do he get in return? nothing ryte? like my cuzzin say... none of us lose anything... somehow... none of u understand... somehow my heart tells me he didnt toyed with my feelings though i told him he did mempermainkn my hati during the morning of our break-up [31dec06]... but i knew he didnt!! he didnt!! HE DIDNT!!! why cant those i tell these life of mine believe me... pls... didie is a nice guy ok... with his lesung pipits! so cute... again... my cuzzin told me... i never met him which is true so how could i have loved him till this way... y cant i? doesnt mean u hv to see someone to love one ryte? haix... to my cuzzin... this is my fantasy... puppy love... infatuation... coz im still young n that him being my first is so far... i cant rely so much on him huh... so sad... no matter what happens... i dont want ppl to judge didie by any ways possible... Didie is nice... Didie is cute... Didie used to be mine... so stop judging him if u dont know him... though 4 months seems short... the feelings i had for him was real ok.... :]

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