..a little too sweet*

sometimes... life is so unfair... like... when u dont expect to react such a way, they do... when u do, they dont... well... yesterday was unfortunate for me... unless u have cousins, aunts, uncles and lots of friends from malaysia... dont stereotype these people... i can but i dont have all the rights to criticize their attitudes, behaviours... i can tell u they are "bla bla bla..." because i have experience... i have my family members there... i know their characters... ok?



well, whenever things happen... people know how hurt they get over my slightese actions... but they never know how their words pierced the heart... i guess actions do speak louder than words... hmm... im just curious why no matter how i talk to them first... they just give me the cold shoulders... isnt it enough hurting my feelings yet when i took the initiative to forget things and move on by starting a conversation... reaction given back is just uncalled for and bizarre...



mayb its my fault for getting angry that people stereotype them and relate them to me like since i was born... my aunt and uncle who lived there is a singaporean ok? only my cuzzins there are born and bred as malaysians... what's the ****ing problem u people have with them? if u have a bad experience with them... thats none of my business... and jgn golongkn mereka smua dsbbkn seorg dua ok? at least i tried patching things back... though my heart is terribly broken and hurt... u dont give a damn neither do u bother to ask how i felt... all u know that u get hurt... haix! >.<

my tears arent equivalent to the anger
& sadness i felt due to ur unruly words
and insults; it is also not measured by
the amount of tears that have fallen..
it is not & will never be the same.. yet,
u will always be forgiven cause it's no
use bearing grudges.. it's just not me..:)