i remembered the saddest incindent which took place on this very day (hari raya aidiladha) 2 years back (311206).. i didnt the sleep the whole nite or is it wee hours of the morning till 6plusplus... crying..!! so silly... boo!! bleah!!
song playing on the radio now: sebelum cahaya by letto (so random)
this song was the very first song dedicated to me which he sang on the phone.. :)) it was a year ago.. it brings back memories.. :(( sometimes what happened a year ago may sweet super sweet... but when things, people starts to change... sweet memories though brings about happiness can make one feel sad.. very sad... :((
bila takbir raya berkumandang kat radio semalam, rasa sebak sangat sangat.. ntah la knape... i do feel sad when i hear it... it's not always you know... but yesterday i felt exceptionally sad... i felt as if my whole world has just crumbled down on me... snatching away everything that i ever loved.. :(( and thats how i feel... i was at my lowest yesterday... thinking about why i felt that way... i couldnt get an answer out... kalau nak kate mereka yang dah meninggal datang, saye tak kenal mereka... maybe it's because i wish i knew them... like how i told my mum that i wished her dad, my atuk was still around... because i never grew up with an atuk... i wonder what it feels like to have one... :((
lagu raya? hahah! klakar la... lembu & kambing kene korban, lagu raye happy2 kat radio... not that i want all sad songs on the day... hahahha! giler la.. :))
k la... kene gosok baju untuk berayer nnt... g satu umah je... umah nenek seblah dad... umah nenek sblah mum tak pegi, nenek berayer kat kampung... huh! :(( so rumah terbuka (buka rumah... hehe... nvm) at my house! yumyum! :)) ada...
- sambal udang :))
- sambal goreng udang :))
- ikan asam pedas :))
- ayam masak kurma :))
- ketupat :))
yay! sedap ohhh!! especially the udang part... double yummy! :)) giler udang la... sorie yew! :))
selamat hari raya aidiladha to all umat islam out there.. :)
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