..a little too sweet*

.it just hurts so bad.

.crying the whole night is insane.

.crying once i wake up made me worse.

.im going out later to meet my clicky cliques.

pretty right the stupid face!20 years 3 days she look this way!she sucks!! leave her alone.. :((

-i never felt this DISTRAUGHT my whole life-
-i deserve to be treated this way-
-it's my fault-
-i'm sorry-

i dont know how to tell mum.. :( mum once told me.. "kalau nak bercinta jangan bagi 100%" but i didnt know that sampai i've given all that.. :(( now i dont know how to tell mum me & him have nothing anymore.. i was so stupid to ask for it.. now that he really have shown that he really have accepted it.. im regretting.. :( but there's no point in turning back.. i cannot undo what have been done.. i was so stupid..