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Monday, February 23, 2009

helo people! HELP!!
mala is paranoid..
mala thinks she's becoming bigger!!
in short, mala thinks she's fat..
mwahahaha!! >:)


obviously i think im fat ok? every now and then i check my weight at my oh so cute weighing scale [im stepping on winnie and tigger! haha!! so cute.. but sorie eh.. kene pijak! hahaha] my weight shoots up to 60kg!!! wtf ryte? hahaha! but then i check again.. it drops to 55kg! my ideal weight!! 55kg!! yay!! i got my lovely weight back!! that was my weight when i was 16!! but it dropped to a 50kg after 'o' level.. boo!!


at least the long holidays helps we gain my lost weight! now i am in the range of acceptable weight! no more underweight ok? whee!! how nice!! :))


im growing a tummy!! bleah!! hahaha!! i want to go jogging to burn that fats off my tummy! rid the bulge!! boo!! but if i get rid of the tummy, means i will lose weight.. meaning i wont be 55kg anymore.. meaning i will be lighter.. meaning i will go back to being underweight.. :( then how? not that my tummy adds up to a heavy 55kg.. but.. awwww.. sad.. im lost!!


therefore, i get PARANOID! & i think i am FAT!! get it? huhu..




i cooked sambal udang and soup [consists of brocolli, mushroom, fishballs!, carrot, potato, daun sup].. healthy soup for daddy! hahahaa!! :p sambal udangs galoree!! :) i like! no wait! i dont like.. i LOVE it!! i LOVE you UDANGS!!:)


ok.. goodnyte!~




ps:// i love udangs but i still love u more.. :)

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