..a little too sweet*

oh!!! i need help!!! i need to talk to someone so badly!! about me becoming a TUITION TEACHER!! oh noo!!! i dont mind teaching.. really i dont... but... teaching a secondary 3 tutee is one thing... having to teach PHYSICS is another!! my physics sucks ok? teaching amaths... i should be able to handle unless suddenly they speed through to a topic called RELATIVE VELOCITY!! hello!! i sucked at it too!! hahahaa!!


i hate myself for not having enough confidence in myself, my capabilitis and abilities... :( how??


i need to let it all out!! i need people to talk me through... waaaa!! im so lost & confused.!! :(( i need help!! :(


if u know me & u have nothing better to do [hmmm!] call me, tag me, sms me, email me, whatever means to help me!! and what i should do!! gosh!! :( hate this feeling so much...


i told mami & my cousin [abg amy! :)]
both of them told me to give it a try... to gain experience... but i dont know.. im so lost! HELP!! :((











ps:// i really need him-my bump- right now. he can help me through this but i lack the courage to dial his number.. hmm... ok! takpe!! i'll sms him to say "i need ur advise". now im just scared.. scared of you; scared that i will risk losing u forever.