first of all i just dont understand kenape kan you guys kan suke sakitkan hati saye.. geram giler tahu tak?? you guys are never happy for me.. you always expect for the worst.. :( meanies!
dont have to talk about dd, bf ptame giler dari internet, lelaman myspace.. smua org kate dd mcm hantu.. i mean dak dak online.. tak baek.. blabla.. so ya.. he dumped me on 311206 ok? happy with that? then korg smua senyap bila dd da dump saye.. happy sakan kan?? haih.. tp tkpe.. dia punca mslh kusut antara saye dan org bwah ni.. :(
misunderstanding which leads to rash decisions which leads to regrets.. im sorry.. :((
den dalam 10bulan gtu.. asyik je kene ganggu.. kapel ar ngan i.. ngan i.. ngan i... mcm2 org mintak kapel.. igt saye ni ape? tugu? patung?? tkde prasaan? saye ditinggalkan tanpa sebab ok??
and at that point in time.. i trusted no guys.. haha!! saye jadi jahat!! tao tak?
kdg2 saye sengaje.. kalau org tnye.. u syg i.. saje jwb.. syg gilernye.. then the next time dia tnye agy.. saye jwb ar.. pls la eh awak.. saye tk knal awak la.. ape ni nk syg2.. suke hati je nk syg org.. malas la nk layan org cmni.. buat nyemak je.. hahha!! nakal kan saye?? kwang kwang.. padan muke smua kene.. and i told myself.. dah la.. tk nk ar org sane agy.. hahah!! well, i lied. FULLSTOP!!
then i met him.. fadzil sweetie ku.. first first dia msg kat frenster.. dlm hati.. sape mamat ni.. can we be frends lak tu... jap.. tgk sape dia.. hahaha!! buka la profile dia.. tgk pix dia.. heh.. ngeee!! nakal kan?? haaa.. saye scrutinise setiap pix ade dlm profile dia mase tu.. yg nga skating, zaman budak2.. haha!! mcm interesting orangnye.. so saye balas la msg tu.. happy giler.. den add kat ym... whee!! den calling2 kat ym.. tukar hp no. call dia... sms... waaa!! so i fell in love la.. and we met.. i love him much! :)
bila saye ngan fadzil... smua mulut laser.. kate tknk guys sini agy.. blabla.. suke hati saye ar.. ape korg ssh?? hati saye jatuh kat tngn dia.. sorie la pada org org yg gile gile nk kapel tp tk dpt... maaf... kerana saye tk minat prangai korg yang mendesak.. dan mcm tah la.. hati saye lebey senang dan selesa ngn dia..
bab ni la saye benci.. org mendoakan perpisahan kite... ya allah!! celupah mulut dorg ni la.. :( dorg kate mesti tk kekal.. or.. alaa.. kau pcaye ke ngan dia.. dia jaoh tao.. so i wonder.. korg tu bynk dekat... bodoh tol.. sedap mulut je ckp.. isk!! tangan kang!! da puas hati korg saye ngan dia da tkde pape..
bila ckp saye single skang.. kene label.. ye la single.. kene marah.. kene cap bodoh tknk kapel ngn dorg.. apsal ar?? ape salah saye ngn korg?? salah saye.. TAK INGIN KAPEL NGAN KORG! tu je.. tu pun tak boley ke? org tasuke kan.. haih.. asyik nk kutuk bf kite tu.. ade korg knal hati budi dia yg korg nk kutuk sedap mulut.. ade korg knal tk? tk kan?? so.. jage sikit la mulut tu.. isk.. dah.. kami dah tkde pape.. ok??
bile ckp attached salah single pun salah!! rase rase mcm nk bgtaw je kat dorg..
"single? mane de single.. dah together balek ngn dia la."
"attached? aah attached. attached kat bear biru."
nt kene label gak.. ngengade atau gedik atau loyar buruk.. haih.. saye juga salah.. so ape harus saye buat??
i tried to lead life without him.. but i cant.. everything i do.. i will think of him.. and i really really miss my times with him.. why cant u guys just get it?? i still miss the one i love so much.. :(
so please trust me when i say im single yet not available. the one im attached to now is the blue bear, a gift from him.. my blue bear is the only closest thing i can hug which is a gift from him..
i miss him but i dont have the courage to call him up.. he says he wont eat me and obviously he wont eat me.. but i just dont know.. im lost.. i just dont want to end up crying, feeling hurt again.. :(
can u just give me that signal instead like u used to do? the calls i used to get? :( why am i dreaming of this.. ;(
the person that is always being missed.. :(
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