..a little too sweet*

should i attempt suicide or something..

not that i've fulfilled every single thing in life..

i'm not even close to saying i've fulfilled most of them..

i just feel like going somewhere..

forget everything that makes me happy back then..

forget everything with hopes i'd never remember them..

i feel like disappearing for some time..

i feel like running away..

i want to run far from my problems..

i dont have a heart to face them..

i want to be away.. far far away..

away from my homeland to a distant somewhere..

not malaysia anymore.. i want to be further..

further from singapore and malaysia..

malaysia used to be a place i looked forward to going..

but now, going there just gives me too much memories..

i just wished nothing really happened..

i just wished no one met me through there that stole away everything..

i just wished i NEVER fell in love..

i just wished i NEVER lived at all..

i just wished u'd understand but u NEVER did..

should i just slide the window open and fly off the edge??