..a little too sweet*

about me about me.. always not like this.. sometimes.. i want to be things that i want to be in all the time.. weird but i dont know.. it feels better though what one potrays may not be liked by the surroundings. heh..

saye suke bile saye gelak walaupun hakikatnya sangat buruk senget & giler.
saye suke bile saye tersenyum walapun hakikatnya nanti asyik laa petik gambar kat mane di mane mane.. pose pun ape ape je.. vain & narcisstic sangat..
saye suke bila saye blur mcm sotong walaupun hakikatnya org nak je blasah cekik cekik saye ni.. tapi mmg ar blur giler.. menjadi terlalu naive & innocent la sangat..

**saye suke bile saye jadi budak baik bukan jahat sbb nnt org ingat saye ade udang di sebalik batu walaupun hakikatnya saye takde muslihat ape pon.. padan muke cian org self conscious sikit..

saye tak suke bila saye nangis sebab buruk tu satu hal la, tapi ia banyak membekukan jiwa.
saye tak suke bila saye marah sebab marah pun mcm tak marah so buat ape marah marah.
saye tak suke bile saye bgtaw yg benar tp org kate saye tipu.. nak sepak sepak jek.. haha!!

saye suke buat keje yang buat saye happy.. seperti berikut

• call org (da lame da tk buat. kisah dulu ku.)
• miscall org (pun da lame tk buat. skang org kenekan saye balek. tsk!)
• sms org (da cut down da. sbb tah! unless nk kluar pi jln2. kene planning kn. heh.)
• petik pix! ( sbb angan2 nk mms/upload. tp skang petik pix buat hiasan dalam hp.)

and then...

• cross stitch! (da tk jual agy da! sedey oh.)
• maen online games (tk bley. saye tk mampu buat lagi. saye addicted la! haha!)
• maen electronic games (xbox, brick game, game boy colour, game boy advance & sudoku! tp da tk maen dah.. xbox nak maen tp asyik kene cabut balek bile anak sdare ade. busan bah biar je la dalam kotak tangkap habuk! uhuhu.)
• bace buku ( tinggal sebuku tk bace agy.)
• kemas bilik ( tp same jek.. hampe giler.)
• try resipi baru (tp tkde nk belikn bahan2. huhu. nk try tp org belikan bahan2. heh. malas nk g pasar la..)

also..

• peluk peluk toys! (especially yg bawa kenangannye. :) )
• tatap picture kenangan
• mengenang kenangan

plus..

• dan da xley igt dah. hohoho~

&& i love my end of 18years of age as well as my whole year when i was 19 years old. i dont like it when im 20years old. :( i want to live in the times i was late 18 and throughout my 19th year again. over again. over & over again. as long as im happy. :(