..a little too sweet*

:)

i wasnt feeling too well yesterday.. maybe it was due to lack of sleep the previous nyte( i slept at 2plus am. sape suh? excited la.huhu ) where i had to wake up at 4am so as to leave home at 6am for kampung. :) so i guess i was very tired.. sorry.

yesterday, stress landed my head.. my nephew didnt make things easy for me ( not that he makes things easy anyway. huhu.) i dont know why, but my nephew, once he throws his tantrum, it is very arrrrgghh!!! pissed me off.. furthermore, when he has a lot of LAWYERS at home.. :( for eg, if i scold, he runs to my dad/mami/sis. if another scolds him, he runs to someone else. so it is super difficult to correct his mistake..

&& dia suka sangat TEST tahap kesabaran orang.. bergeliga otak dia.. lagi orang kata jangan nanti pecah/sakit kalau jatuh kat kaki dia.. selagi benda tu tak happen, selagi tu dia amik amik amik... ya allah!! && hobby dia yang paling saye tataw macam mane nak stop is that dia suka duduk kat bahagian abdominal area ni && then suke cmne eh.. lompat? tah la.. dia duduk then buat up down motion. haih.. sakit giler! kalau dia ringan tu satu hal.. adeyh.. da la gitu. tk puas cmtu, smbil buat dia cubit saye. lagi saye marah dia.. lagi laju la dia buat.. terseksa gak jadi perempuan ni. haih. xsenonoh tol.. adeyhh.. huhu.. :(

anyway, saye tersepit cara sipi kat jari tengah dia. adeyh. dia melalak+tenung saye. huhu. saye tak prasan mah.. huhu. adeyh. :((

so yups.. disebabkan terlalu penat, saye tdo kol sembilan lebih.. huhu.. but saye bangun nak kat kol satu kot.. && tension, stress pun melanda.. so saye sms la insan yg saye rase tak tido agy (actually, tak la.. saye sms insan yang sering saye sms time saye tension..) haha. mmg soalan saye sengal la kot. tkkn kol satu pagi org tk tdo agy? ri ni kan isnin.. bodoh je soalan saye ni. :(

ME: awak da slp..?
dia: tido kg.
ME: huh?

huhu.. :( mmg saye tak faham ape tu tido kg. :( && haih. takpe la.. :( so saye duk je la berjaga kebosanan+stress+banyak je mende stuck kat dlm dada ni.. nk luahkan semalam.. tapi tersimpan gak sampai hari ni..

mcm tkde org laen nk luahkan selain dia kan.. tah la.. saye lebih selesa luahkan kat dia.. :( tapi dia tkde la plak.. haih.. hampe je.. ( jahat ayat ni. hampe? adeyh. awat? ) hmm.. :( so saye duk terjaga sampai saye lelap balek.. cian kan kan kan..

trase sikit sedih+sebak sbb tmpt saye mengadu dah hilang sudah.. sedeyh giler giler giler.. tp tkpe la.. saye dok berjaga online je la smpi dua tiga empat pagi.. like anything will make a difference anymore.. :(

♥ i wont find a new place utk mengadu.
kerana mereka tak akan sehebat kamu.. :( ♥