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Thursday, May 07, 2009

my appetite cam back a few days ago! yay!! :)) && was i happy enough!! i ate like no one cared. i ate like there's no tomorrow. i ate like i've not eaten in ages.. was i glad!! :))

unfortunately, my appetite decided to go away.. AGAIN! :( well, i was having lunch just now.. super happy.. huhu.. when i was eating (2,3 suap cmtu) my stomach closed on me.. :( i hate you. :( wth can.. im feeling super full when i didnt even eat my most important meal of the -BREAKFAST!!-. why?? why did it have to go.. :(

&& drugs yesterday didnt make me drowsy.. i slept at 12 plus plus i guess.. but it did lessen the burden of aches. i feel old. super old. :(

i feel like going crazy and bonkers! ;(


i want to go on a long holiday away from home. (-.-)