my heart beats for you ♥

will you love me the way i love you?

Wednesday, October 07, 2009

im feeling more and more unwell each day.. :(
but i CANT fall sick..
Mid-Term is just next week! :(

monday : ESL 407
tuesday: COM 101
wednesday: PSY 101
friday: MUS 116

im just falling sick at the wrong time of the year.. :(


but i love yesterday.. :) i love you angah Dila :) thank you dengar ayie membebel tentang org kesayangan angah tu. :) hakhakhak! ok.. :) terima kaseh syg angah.. menitis gak air mata berbaldi-baldi.. adeyh.. mengapakah hati? mengapakan mata? mengapakah cmtu jadi pada dirimu?


i dont know.. everytime i talk about him, my tears will fall like a waterfall.. i mean it falls naturally.. it just well up and fall.. when my friends ask.. i'll try to pull back my tears.. but it will still fall.. i guess the story behind the break up i asked for still hurts me.. i must live with my decision.. but why am i still holding on..? maybe because my feelings havent change and will not.. not any time soon.. :(


i feel like giving it back.. angah say simpan.. and said what if someone did that to me? :( of course i will feel sad.. but.. my situation different kan? :(:(


will i hurt myself by returning it? or will i hurt myself more by keeping it? im not sure.. the heart hurts.. :((