lousy day!! =(

i had a very f***ed up, irritating & lousy morning today (.. sorry for the harsh language.. ;(

i woke up much earlier.. 4plus plus in the morning, i slept at 11plus pm. (abt 5hours sleep! ='( ) i didnt feel sleepy.. but, hell broke loose when my journey to school began..

this would be the second time this happens.. well, my head starting spinning when the train was heading to kranji.. when the train left for yew tee, my stomach began to be in tremendous pain & to make matter worse, i felt like puking ( & before anyone says something stupid. i am NOT pregnant.. so mind you. dont piss me off.. ) wanted to get off at yew tee because i was really in a daze.. BUT NOOO!!! i persevered. only to get off the next station, @ CCK. at this point in time, i really wanted to vomit. so, i drop there. and guess what?? i could NOT find the stupidtoilet! :( but if found it in the end after like going in circle following the sign.. tersorok kat blakang blakang hujung hujung..

tak muntah.. perut sakit sangat...  :( and then i took a cab to school!! jams and all that.. :( [ $14.95 inclusive morning charges+gst since i paid by nets] haih... i was super sick in the cab.. the uncle cab keep membebel... from issues after issue.. economic, government, pays and what not.. i was like ok.. ya.. ok.. ya.. true.. ya.. then he kept on.. then he complained about jams and roads and his background.. his past work.. thanx la.. life story.. :) then he ask if i was late and kept repeating.. very near already.. the first u-turn i turn.. the first u-turn i turn.. haih.. ok uncle.. and here.. i vomitted la.. but unfortunately, i had nothing to vomit.. so came out the stomach acid... how i know that was stomach acid? i know about it coz i read about it.. i felt super sick..

:( to make matter worse, TODAY, I DIDNT BRING A LOT OF CASH WITH ME!! i only had $14 with me.. sheesh! so much on saving that i  NETS my days..  :(

wonder why i fell sick this way. could it be due to an empty stomach?? but i dont have breakfast everyday anyway, so whats the difference?? could it be stress?? :( i dont know.. i'm going to die, am i?