second sem is over for me (YAY!!) but finals are drawing near (SHUCKS!).. so second sem is not officially over until exams are through.. i dont fancy exams much.. as i dont know can? i dont fancy coz i will screw things up somehow.. haha! for maths i'll be careless, for other theories i jumble them up.. how nice.. :\
and yes. my gpa and cgpa will drop this sem.. :( i calculated my future.. feels like crap.. haha! hopefully it wont drop lower than 3. having a THREE is already bad enough.. die la die la! how how my 2nd class honours which stands at 3.5?? can i just die now? *drop dead* :(:( hahaha!! nevermind.. i shall chiong my third sem.. with flying A- & A.. hopefully i dont get murdered by the exam questions or the projects.. i dont mind research ppr even though it takes so much time that it bursts the veins in my pretty head..
sometimes i just wish i have one final exam which will determine all than having cumulative tests in which i am or should be scoring for every single one.. hmm.. train my brain train my brain.. get used to the system already.. but i dont like the bidding thingy.. crash my braincells only.. :\
i want to go jogging but then.. what if i lose more weight when i go jogging?? i havent even gain enough weight to look half healthy (got such thing meh? crazy la u!)
should i travel to sembawang park to meet up with ruz & zah (if they ARE going). hmm! but not fair! she's cycling.. i cant cycle cause i cannot balance! funny meh? tsk tsk! ^.^ shall i unfold and use the pretty kick scooter there?? hahaha!! crazy.. i doubt i can go uphill for nuts..
cash in bank is depleting. and no one is topping it up [shall i work?? hmmm! thinking!]. or should i ask dad or mum for it. hehehe.. otherwise, i cant buy my school books next sem or pay for more lessons! :(
anyways, i want to have a pretty haircut! pretty please.. i like my hair but i feel like snipping it off.. this is what happens to my pretty hair when im stress.. i will snip it short.. but not all the time ok? sometimes i cut just for fun.. although at times i look super buruk (horrendous) in it..
when it's long and can be tied up, i want to let it down so badly and makes it short.
when it's short and can be let loose, i will keep tying it up that i wish it was longer by a bit.
should i keep my fringe long covering the ever so pretty panda eyes and irritate someone?
or
should i keep my fringe long still but, have it clipped up, pushed back or something, and be nice to someone?
my eyes are killing me.. need to sleep.. need to sleep.. complain complain but fingers still type.. siao! haha..
oh oh, this must put big big! ehem! a huge hugeee heartfelt thank you to pamela wee and syakir for
(x everytime that happens, butterflies flutter in my tummy and it feels a bit anxious-y & scary. x)