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i have been having sleepless nights for the past few days.

i dont know whats the cause of it. =(

it just spoils everything though i try much to be lively.

why? why cant i sleep? =(

it really hurts me much when i cant pinpoint the reason i cant sleep.
and emotions have been really really down.
it is at the sea bed when it is suppose to soar up high. =(

i want to let so many things out right now.

arrggh.. i dont know where to start.. =(