just thoughts*

it is 1.11am.
hmm.. and i thought of many things.. things that lead to who i am, who i was, who i will be.. hmm.. life is not always clear and beautiful.. it's rocky and are like waves too.. well, these are just my thoughts.. it has nothing to do with anyone.. hmmm.. i just need a space to let it out, so i created my pretty blog. :) which has been re-named several times since it was created.. ^.^

well, sometimes, i wished..

• nothing happened. but it happens. and somehow, i end up getting hurt ;(
• everything is fair. but if it is the case, then, life will not be interesting, right?
• expressions are free. but at times, it pays to say too much or too little.
• i can blur the sight of all guys and only see the one for me clearly. then i will know he's the one for me and i will most probably not end up crying. BUT it is unlikely to be true unless he's really meant for you. even some marriages end up bad. and it is very sad.. =(

and even when people say, you've got nothing to lose when you did something in some ways, what are the likelihood they know what you are weighing that particular something with?

life is about making choices, sometimes, we end up making a wrong one but that doesn't mean we will always choose the wrong ones right? but when we get our choice and go our way, we tend to forget the minor things that got us that far. complacency much..? i don't know..

i know reading this doesn't make much sense to anyone. not to me too. these are just my thoughts, when i see the world around me and i ponder upon it when i am home. things that doesn't affect me directly might be something i will bound to undergo one day right? i don't know that too.

im crapping enough words. i am just sleepy.

yesterday's exam was okay but it sucks.

one down, two to go. soc101 and psy207. please be nicer than cse111 okay? i already got murdered during cse, don't murder me again.. HAHAH!

cannot wait for 2weeks holidays. new semester on 17 May 2010. and i am going to A's it all the way- hopefully, if i don't get a shocker.. insya'allah.. next semester, 6+6 weeks. 250 and 404 then 351 and 429. all psych modules (*prays hard i can cope!)

good night life. my eyes killing me.. it's closing on me now but opens widely when i am in bed. meanie eyes!

take care & recover sooner aites* ^.^