sometimes, things do not exactly go the way we want it to be.
sometimes, i feel that it's not worth smiling.
sometimes, i feel that it's not worth being happy.
sometimes, i feel that it's not worth anyone's time.
sometimes, i think why be nice when you get stab in the end?
sometimes, i think why laugh so hard when tears will end up falling?
sometimes, i think why love when you end up getting broken at times?
sometimes, i want to enjoy and forget about life.
sometimes, i want to love and forget about being broken.
sometimes, i want to sing out loud and just be happy about it.
sometimes, i want to let loose and dance and forget about the world.
sometimes, i want you to feel how i feel even if you don't feel the same.
sometimes, i feel like whispering to you how much i miss you but i am so afraid.
sometimes, i end up lying about my feelings to myself just to make sure i feel alright.
and sometimes, i say things and go against all odds because i do not want to regret not saying what's hidden inside. and most of the time, to me, being myself is what matters when i am with you.. because that's who i am.. right?