haihh... i am feeling unwell.. and guess what? it is only the second day of school :( sucks huhh..
went to catch the 657am train which goes straight to the green line.. before jurong east station. it stopped for freaking long.. and it jerk jerk jerk... idiot.. therefore my tummy started churning..
it was in pain so i told my pretty tummy,
"alaa.. jgn lah sakit.. i have to go school. 1 more stop to clementi and wait for bus then reach sch then you can sakit all you want."
okays. it was nice enough to listen.. reached school sat outside class then, my tummy cramped up. twisted feeling and yes i went to the toilet. haha! nothing happened though.. it was freaking cramps, i felt like crying in the toilet! why? because it was in pain and i felt like puking THRICE.. i was so in pain that Pearlyn i said i turned green.. =(
i refused to get hot milo because i dont know but i know it will help but it has its side effects. but in the end, i still did during the break in between lessons. and we caught a movie during the 5hr movie (tk pdn sakit). it got a bit better after having lunch.
went for class at 330pm. then went home and now it is starting again.. =(
and although this wont have its connection to anything, but, i miss you even more when i am sick.. i am just afraid that i'll die and that was the very very very very last time i saw you.. haih.. i feel crappier and sad-der now.=(
why do i miss you.. i dont even have the guts/courage to text you.. and now will not be the best time either though it will maybe make me feel slightly happy.. but haih.. i give up.. i always do.. dont i? =(