i just cant be happy*

i was super happy on my monday.. (^.^)v

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but why cant others share my happiness?

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i went to the bottom extreme end on tuesday..

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i cried my eyes out. i cried and cried.. :'(

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i felt like calling and crying..

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but i held back and cried alone..

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today, i was a bit moody but i tried being happy. :)

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but again, i was all worn out.. my emotions sucked all my energy..

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i was upset and stressed out.. :(

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so i went shopping to ease my mind...

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to make myself smile..

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i got myself something i've been eye-ing  a year ago...

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happy girl i am.. ^.^

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above all happiness, deep down, my heart is still aching...

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who cares anyway..

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no one knows...

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all they do is judge..

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it's alright, i'll stay strong..

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hopefully, i can make it through this thing.

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i know it's never going to end..

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it just wont, i guess..

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unless they stop judging..

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nothing will change..