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Thursday, September 30, 2010

is it wrong?*

is it wrong for me to have a CRUSH on someone after things you said and after everything..? yes.. i moved on after much pain. YOU should too.. stop it with your attitude.. dont control who i want to like.. you're not the only boy in the world.. your words hurt me a lot.

i like my crush.. well, it started with a crush-y feeling.. the more i see him, the more i began to like him..
the more i like him, the stronger my feelings grew.. and somehow, i fell for him along the way.. it was quick as lightning but something i cant explain..

forgive me if the truth hurts.

you wonder if he likes me back as much. the answer is i dont know. and i dont think you should strike up many reasons for me to refute my feelings for him.. it is my feelings and it was unconditional and i cant explain to anyone, even myself.

can you please just leave me. leave me alone. just this once. let me be happy for myself and let me brew my happiness with my sunshine sweets. you dont have to know how he looks like either. leave him out of our arguments. i knew him only months after breaking up with you.

and you dont have to care about him. and yes, he's singaporean! thank you!

please dont deny me the rights to love him like how you denied me the rights to love you.

im over you and im after him.

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