actually, im sort of abandoning my blog(awww.. cian darling alam maya i ni!) i just feel like leading a life where you want to know me, get to know me in person.. dont judge me by my words of "wisdom" (HAHAH! kental!) in my blog.. but those are words are mine to say though.. at times i just can write what i feel inside but not able to say it upfront.. bodoh kan?
truthfully, i kind of miss ME a lot.. yes.. missing myself.. i just feel that, there's a part of me that has gone missing.. a missing piece that was pulled along when something else happened.. i kind of miss being i dont know.. me? i mean, it's not that i am not me.. but somehow, even i am myself, i just know that, there's a part of me that is not there.. hmm.. where is that missing piece.. oh well, .. :(
since the start of school, i have been dating hanah.. HAHAHA. last week was tuesday to thursday.. this week, monday to wednesday.. and during these days.. i came home late.. reaching home about 8plus to nine... the latest was 10plus.. LOL*
oh well... i have been laughing much too.. but you know, behind my smiles, i hold a lot of reasons to not be sad in front of those people.. no one should see me sad.. thats why i laugh a lot over stupid things.. hahaha! and some of the stupids things are done and said by me.. selenger much but yaa.. :)
oh, the "love goes by destiny" ring and the black pearl gelang.. i've packed them and is going to return it to the righful owner.. may you be happy with your life.. and leave the past behind.. open the doors to the future.. and let the road unwind! ^.^cant wait for monday! so exciting!! but at the same time.. i feel somewhat scared too.. :(
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