sick.

on the 5th day of being sick.. i went to the doctor.. i wasnt getting better yet i wasnt getting worse.. i coughed insanely at night for the past 5 days.. losing my will to think.. losing myself in thoughts.. and i gave what i thought to the people around me.. thinking of the worse is never useful..

talking suppose to help. typing suppose to ease me through. explaining is the hardest thing for me to do, second to talking. okays.. im not filled with excuses. but i just dont like to talk. shut up mala.. :(

flu+fever+cough+phlegm+antibiotics. and ive taken none. im having breathing difficulties due to the phlegm in the chest! i just lost my will to live. i will stay alive but im staying alive without anything to fight for.

goodnight.