me is having exam this week and the next. :)
and me is not feeling too good.. me now just wants to whine a bit.
i realise that i am just an option in many people's life. they come to me when they need me, and then poof, disappear when they get what they want.. i feel f-ed up at times.. but most of the time, i made myself that way didnt i? i allowed them to come because it's just me but in the end they treat me like a f-ing puppet.. what wrong did i do anyway that i get treated like that?!
if you ask me whether it hurts. of course it does. but i wont blame you anyway. coz that characteristics lies in me, and you used it against me for yourself. annoying? very much. angry. not quite. grudges? not at all.
well, if i can, i say i can. if i cant, i say i cant. it's that easy. but just dont step on me. thats all im asking for. dont treat me like i dont have feelings though i am putting them aside.
loves,
me.
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