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Monday, July 18, 2011

sad&blue.

BOO! =)

i am a happy girl.. HAHAHA! yes, i say that everyday because i have pretty and hilarious ang moh teachers =) they are my exciting little motivators which motivates and makes me want to go to school! HAHAHA!! perangai.. =)

oh, the purpose of this entry is to let out what i feel..

i saw something today, and..

here goes the thoughts from the mind that is connected to the feelings in my heart.

i kinda feel sad not knowing how it feels to hold you. i feel sad that i could not have the comfort of holding you. i feel sad i did not say things i wanted to that was structured in my head but was always left unsaid. i feel sad knowing i cannot act the same way anymore. i feel sad i did not get plant kisses when i had the chance.. i did not get to give a meaningful hug when i could.. or simply put, i did not get to look at you enough and treasure you when i could have. :(
that's how my heart feels right now. not that i regret but somehow, i feel i lost out and did not cherish and appreciate what i had.. oh well.. :(

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