..a little too sweet*

todaes sis bdae!! hapie bdae deary!! hahax!! lalalala... she didnt expect anything from us coz we crapped saying we no $$... no allowance... hehe...

ok...lets talk about todaes incident in school during geog... ya... same stuffs... we were told to do work in groups of 3 to 4... so as always... our class... juz separated within ourselves... den poor mdm aisha... wanted to integrate us 2gether saying tat she had no problems with the other classes... thus, separated 2 by 2 by 2... n ME ALONE!!!! but y??? i was confused laa... y i was left alone... i felt it was unfair... like y not 2,3,2... u noe wad i mean?? so i juz stated blankly "SO MEAN!!"... but i guess my facial expression shows otherwise... but honestly, i was a joking wen i sad mean... i didnt mean u were mean... but haish... though, i was moving.. well... i muz have showed some reactions and expressions that i shudnt have... that made u hurt... i shouldnt have allowed my other problems and stuffs get in my way... sorry!!

i felt bad that... this incident made me out of control of myself... sorry keith... i vent my anger on u 2... i was too emotionally disturbed i guess... so many things are runing in my head that evrything turned out wrong... i should learn to control... be in control of myself

after lesson, we went to apologise... seriously... i really was upset that i was separated from my class... alone, lonely... haish... i should have known... i really do noe that mdm aisha's intention were good... but i juz was stupid to have reacted tat way... i really really noe i hurt her feelings... though we apooogise as a class... i feel tat if im in her shoes... its not easy to forget... i should have been more sensitive in a sense...

serioulsy, i didnt want my class to apologise with me to mdm aisha as i knew it was entirely my fault... i felt bad they had to apologise with me... for me... haish... im sorry guys... im sorry mdm aisha... for my reaction part... i guess mdm aisha wasnt used to it... my reactions at time maybe rather strong or uncalled for... but... really, i didnt mean anything... its just a reaction i always have... a big big huge reaction... also... im sorry!! sincerely from me... its ok if u dont accept it... but from the bottom of my heart... im really sorry...