..a little too sweet*

i realise...for the months in jc... i could really see the true colours of some... to be brutally honest... i could see some true caring thoughful ppl now... those who really look out for u though u feel like running away wenever u see them... help is needed however... i juz cannot give myself in to them helping me out... y?? i dont know... i juz feel i shouldnt burden them... shouldnt just tel lthem a whole chunk of things though their intentions are good... they may say... it's not a burden but to me... i juz feel bad abt it... like having u to think over solutions for me... etc... haix... my mind tinks otherwise...