..a little too sweet*

fcuk laa...[oops sorie bahse tkde..]i dont want to have any infatuation on anyone anymore... especially those from the other side... really becoz i dont dare express my love for them... as im afraid laa... i dont think it is fair for me and for them... it's sad that i have to always ermmm... tknk... tataw... all this uncertain answers for them... i feel like a total bitch laa... but really la... i just feel like my love doesnt have a start... nor will it have an end... im sad though... i yearned to be loved... i want to be loved... but there's no one out there that i guess will love me as me, a person... and will only love me... as much as i love that someone... nah... nvm... loving didie... was my ever first love... but it ended abruptly... kinda sad... i will learn to let him go... now, i feel that im attracted to someone else... but i dont know... i dont dare tell him... coz... haix... i a useless crap... who doesnt know how to express love... now i guess my love is no use... my heart is broken since long ago... who's going to mend it? i dont know... when one mends it... others break it for me...




the heart is a fragile item... once broken... it can never be fix... but i try to make one of u the person that can fix my heart...