..a little too sweet*

hmmm... what have i been doing last week? well, ive been tinking why my love life sucks... i have been tinking why the ppl i love are not meant for me? haha.. we went to ucc [the cultural centre at nus] for our dance practice on tues nyte... so it was a whole day of studies except the first 3 hours where i had break... waaa... boredom i tell u... den had to dance full dress inclusive of make up, given only 2 hours to complete the hair and all, on top of that, make up have to be thick!!! very very thick... and it is kinda crappy!! den, yup... my legs are cramp... my body are aching... *ouch* it is very very painful... haishhh...yesterdae had no dance... so rushed home when lessons ended at 5pm... den at 6pm, went out with family to catch a movie at 710pm... teenage mutant ninja turtle... nice effects... :D heee... i am stilll thinking of the whys of my life... about my previous 3 posts... i guess... i was too depress... too upset with the way things turn out for me... haixx... sometimes i wish i can just be open!! n tell u how much i feel when i speak to u... when u showed ur concern and showered me care and love... the wat u soothe my life with ur words... somehow, i juz couldnt tell u... not bcoz i cant.... but becoz i know i wouldnt be able to relate to u... and in the end, i suffer the disappointment... well, trying hard to stay optimistic n not pessimistic...


// never to be fixed again //