..a little too sweet*

haix... what are u trying to do? what is ur problem with me? why are u doing this to me?? why why?? u noe it hurts me... u noe i feel as though i'm given false hopes by you?? why dear, why? what are you trying to get at? i dont know... i cant read ur mind, ur heart... all i read are your words... and sometimes i juz dont know what are you trying to say... what are you trying to tell... and at times... i feel... but i'm not sure how to feel anymore... it's all messed up and mixed! i just dont know... =(


i love you but you dont care...
i need you but you wouldnt be there...
when i almost manage to get over it...
here it comes, all over again...
sometimes i feel happy...
but at times i feel sad...
i just dont understand...
how i feel anymore...


i feel stuck...
unsure...
about this world..
this life...
i feel like vanishing...
away...
from this world...
where i face nothing at all..