..a little too sweet*

this post is especially for wanwan and the square of the fourth alphabet in the alphabet list.

hey guys,
first of all... yesterday, but it is today actually, of the previous year that is 2006 [090806 & in fact on 100806], i became ur fren at myspace... i never thought i will actually sort of get too close for comfort with the both of u... in a good way... u made me more open up to reality n life... well, i really miss both you but i guess i dont really can express myself too much... i dont really show i care... u guys just see me as someone who is rather secretive n not sharing thoughts, problems, etc... i dont really blame u guys...

anyway, i wanted to say thank you so very very much for maintaing a long distance one year frenship with me... i really appreciate everything u guys did for me... though it may not be a big deal to u... ur concerns n all... it is a very very big issue to me... coz at the very least, i can count on you previously during my time of problems n sadness cum depression at home... u were actually there to support me... though not physically... encouraging n telling me to be strong... especially from him... it makes me move on to face it in an optimistic approach...

also, on the contrary... i will like to apologise to both of you too... im sorie for all the sufferings i gave u, problems, burden u had to carry because of me, my sombong-ness[arrogance n ignorance], me yang tak komen2 for weeks, tak msg2, tak kol2,etc... n tak sume mende la aite? im so so sorie... like i said... im not good in expressing my emotions too well... coz when i really do, u dont believe me... haix... =(

well, thanx for being my fren... though none of u really care about me as much as i do about u ryte..? i dunno la... ape2la... anyways... thnx for bearing with me all this while... =) thanx for evryting...



n didie[omg! i typed his name... backfired myself again]
thnx for deleting me on the 1 year frenship date... u r so sweet... takpe la... as long as it makes u hapie... oh ya... sometimes i feel i should be more disappointed in u than u in me... but it's ok... =) dunia da moden... ayie faham...


adios-cheerios~~



ps:// to me, frens are the ones that makes an impact in my life n the ones cannot be forgotten no matter what u do...