..a little too sweet*

gp paper was... dreadful... i dont even know if i dissected the qn 7 properly... i realised it only after the paper which was definitely 1.5hrs too late? arrrgh... paper 2 was hmmm... unanswerable... i couldnt figure what the passage was about half the time.. tried making sense out of into much simpler terms in my own context... hahah! well, i crapped through the AQ and of course the summary.. it was horrendous!! i couldnt even rephrase.. well though i tried rephrasing.. i guess i made the sentence lose its original meaning.. which hahaha!! surely imalready screwed... what has the sinhalese vs the tamil tigers, the blacks vs the whites and the muslims being labelled as terrorists has got to do with the passage about civilisation theories? the limitations of categorising them and the significance of it? hmmm... i was pondering... and i just dont know so i just had to crapped out what i think is relevant which might not be relevant at all!! banding will be done soon and i guess arrrgh... lets not demoralise myself any further than i already am.. im mugging for the other subjects... i hope i can do myself proud... i really hope i can prove myself wrong... i do wish to avoid careless mistakes... i really want to comprehend what i has studied...


i do lose focus when im distracted with my thoughts which can actually be no thoughts at all.. arrrrghhh.. i dont voice out anything during lessons too as though gold and diamonds are hidden inside... it is not that i dont have questions but... sometimes... i want to find answers for myself as i dont usually agree with what the teachers say... so... that doesnt mean im just waitng for your answers.. i do think but i dont voice.. but they dont know... all they know is that we have to work harder... which is definitely a FACT. =) contradicting?! i dont know.. i dont care.. hahah!