options:
1. read a book
2. upload photos
3. go facebook-ing with its applications
4. disturb the soundly asleep people [ heheh!! >:) ]
5. sms people [ like they'll reply! it's 1am!! mind me! pfft! ]
6. just toss & turn in bed with my blue bear syg syg! muahs!
7. eyhh.. im out of ideas!
8. stone!
9. none of the above.
what should i do.. im practically looking back at one of the photo folders.. pictures accumulated from holidays in kL which i put the name as "Cinta Loves Us".. it makes me thrilled with happiness looking at it but thinking about it makes me feel so blue with pain. :(
im not sure if he's asleep but im not finding out.. shall not disturb him much.. but i wish to actually..
im evil & mean. i love disturbing him! [ exciting ayat ni! ]
last time i dont mind disturbing.. i was calling him almost every other day.. ;p only that, i had a purpose & meaning to call him then.. but now, i donoe la can? in short, i used to see rainbows but not anymore. seeing droplets of water like the tears that fall. hurts so much that sorrows are here.
my my my.. im not sleepy still although ive written a whole bunch of words.. i donoe if it makes any sense.. im tired but i just cant get to sleep!! maybe it is not long enough.. what should i do.. yes!! i know!!
Let's Sit, Stare & Reminisce The Past Memories..
-only that i'll end up in despair, pain & agony. :(-
monkeylytic cyclic chain
[i made this up. so it's crap.]
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