come come study malay! malay! malay!! u teach me mandarin aite?? hua yi hua yi lai lai lai!! :)) owh! && how to be happy when i cant even sleep tight tight!! want to cry and die u know.. hahas!! so drastic & dramatic.. ;p
entries for today!
today i woke up rather shock shock shock!! i was like, " wth! why is he crying.. ya allah!! dah terang??" pfft!! hahaha!! firstly, i went to bed at around 1plus plus plus after blogging.. donoe what else to do.. so, after browsing photos in hp, listening to songs & looking at photos on mp3.. i sort of sleep..
and 1 habit, or maybe it might be a bad habit -hahaha!!- that i have is that i will sleep with my face under my pillow! :p hehee.. so yes.. my head will be under the pillow, cushion or bolster.. i like to cover my face when sleeping.. because when i was younger, i felt pretty scared.. i could "see" but not anymore.. so, during those times, i was pretty scared.. there were many incidents la.. so, whenever i close my eyes, my mind would say, dont open dont open.. it will be right in front of me.. so i will take a pillow, cover my face and stay awake.. i will make sure there will be no way anything could enter.. huhu.. :(
so yes, i woke today with the sound of music from my nephew.. aarrgghh!! pissy pissy i was.. but thats not it... so i decided to ignore and toss to the other side.. with the pillow lifted and me turning towards the window... i saw light!! light!! light!! aaaahh!! dah siang [morning already]. :( it was nearly 8am. huhu.. damn.. hahs!
oh i realise, i get cut but i dont notice it.. tskk.. apparently, my center toe on my left foot was cut by something.. but i didnt realise until i noticed the floor having patches of blood.. hmm.. innocently i said to myself, " mcm darah eh.. but cannot be.. pe bende eh.. " went round the room, looking for clues, when the clue was on me.. tsk! i was hurt..
oh oh! my right wrist, it is starting its problem again.. :( maybe i should just see a doctor and let them figure what's wrong with my right wrist.. on the other hand, i should just leave it.. how??
should i leave it to be in pain until something bad happens or should i just go see a doctor.. :(
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