..a little too sweet*

today, i dropped by my untouched friendster! haha!! dah berabuk! tk terurus langsung.. isk!! hahas! so i did a mass clean up & minor update for friendster.. :))

• i deleted the msgs from my inbox. from 1491 messages to 17 messages. which dropped from 291 pages to 4 pages..
• i updated the shoutout
• i checked the friend request which has not been added till now.. which i still dont wish to add.. :) around 45 requests.. ok.. im mean.. so what? hahas!
• oh.. i read the title for the msg, "friendster closing/deleting blabla."[ i didnt forward but i still have my acoount! hahahaa!], some chain mails, "love is beautiful but it hurts"[trase la ngan title msg ni. pfft!], "private photos request", "someone send a smile"..
• i updated my name. :)
• i made a new photo folder. :)

all i had to do was.. delete! the only messages i kept are those from him. sweet laa msg dia. msg i miss you. :)

oh, guilt brewed in me.. i decided to message a friend named azrina at her profile. suddenly i see the previous comments. and i felt so sad. dia dah meninggal. :( haih.. i didnt even fulfilled her wish. she wanted to see my private photos. i felt guilty. :( haih.. akan saye sedekahkan al-fatihah kpdnya. :(

dia telah kembali kepada illahi pada 18nov08. on my last day of 'a' levels.. sedihnya. :( dia meninggal sbb cancer. :(

ok.. =(

well, i did this for him.. had trouble understanding the instructions.. so.. the first few roses i made which i failed to make i tore it up! pissed! haha! finally after 3omins of figuring out! yay! dah expert!! ngeh ngeh! i finished making it ard midnyte.. best best! :) it's a get well soon gift from me. everyone deserves some roses in their life. :) male or female. hahs! :) it's just a token from the heart.

get well soon bumpy, mohd fadzil. :)