-kite dah berpisah la ok?? saye yg ask for it.. :(( or we broke up?? we split up.. we went our separate ways?? tk phm phm ke?? haish.-i'm already hurt. i just dont need anymore mouths to add on to the hurt.. by telling me all this things.
-alaa. ye la tu. yea right. tk pcaye la. & what not.-apparently, no one wants to believe.. why people?? why? why?? i dont care if my online-rs from myspace doesnt believe me.. i really dont.. but i'll get all pissy and worked up.. i just feel like saying this to them.
-i dont care what u think. i dont care if u think im very well lying and toying ur mind. like who cares ok?? if u like me, im sorry but i dont have a heart for u. maybe there's something about u that i dont really like. something that u might have said. ok? so back off! leave me alone. get away from my life. i dont need u to tell me my bf was stupid to leave me or that i should get back with him. u think i wouldnt have thought of getting back with him? i have thought of that but i just know somethings just wont happen. would u? ok? so dont make me more upset & depress than i already am. u just wont understand my plight ok?-haih.. i wouldnt really mind if it came from them.. but from my loved ones. :( i just dont know what to say.. haih.. my uncle asked me.. bile nak kawen? so i told him. kawen ape? ngan siape? bf pun dah tkde. kite da break pn. then he added. the guy kat ur hp tu. bedek la kakak ni. and i stood there giving him, why would i lie over something so serious??? then i told my uncle. suke hati la nk kate ape. tk caye sudah. then he said. mmg tk pcaye. -.-
ok, why wouldnt u believe things i said. i am not a good liar. ppl can see thru me. just because his photo is my wallpaper doesnt mean he's my bf. does the word rindu. or regrets. or kesal. or his face makes me happy when im sad ever pops.
ok fine. i admit his photo is on my wallpaper for several reasons. so get over it that it's not ur photo. pfft. ;(
haih. i just get very very sad. why? why cant most of you just accept that we broke up..? well, im not like some who gets themselves super quick replacements. maybe im not as strong as them. understand this can? haih..
unfortunately, i cant force people to like me or even love me. even if they did, they wont respect u much. so, ive figured. & at times, the actions im going to take can be drastic and stupid. but i just cant help it [excuses!! there's always alternatives!!] :((
i miss him. get over it too!u just wont get it.
one more thing, my photos are me yet i am far from that in reality. u'll understand if u know me well.
please just try to understand & get over it especially for the myspace-rs & some others. no matter how hard u've tried and persevered to try much harder. it'll be much harder every time. thank you for understanding & complying. your effort to do so is much appreciated.
ps:// i ate mango & hL milk for breakfast. now my stomach's churning in pain. :(
if u need me, i'll be there.
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