..a little too sweet*

chat replies replies:

to -felly- : susah kah? ok ok.. nanti saye carik chatbox lame ku.. hahah! :)

to -j- : haha! bnyk la rindu hang! sepak kang!

to -61426912- : monyok lor.. senyum uat pe encik.. :( no reason to SENYUM2 anymore.. i left so many things in hopes of happiness but i received nothing.. but stress, depress, sadness.. :(( kesian kan pengunjung blog yew? eyh.. tp ni baru maybe kali ke-brape[2,3,4?] je saye tayang muke monyok tu ye.. :( huhu.. ne de asyik.. :( sampai hatimu.. huhu.. :(( ok. i need it. thanx awak.

to -shikeen- : helloo.. im fine i guess other than some unexpected sickness.. huhu.. yes yes!! da lame tk nmpk kamu gak! yes! we will meet up soon! insyaallah. xD

to -najiaaa- : saye da tuer da gak adik oi.. muke dlm pix laen dgn dlm alam realiti ni.. hoho! :) nnt satu hari kite btemu, adik tgk la sendri ok? ngee! :D

to -cai hong- : haha!! sun is too hot la girl.. i terbakar u.. ;p bulan boley! full moon aite! ;p

khas utk pengunjung 61426912 yg menimbulkan rase simpati buat anda pengunjung yg tgk muke monyok saye selalu.. haha! lawak je!

nah 61426912 tak monyok dah ok?? hah! tu kepalsuan.

ok! skang nk buat ape? buat buat pandai la ok? saye penat & tak larat & tak de tenaga.. im tired and is out of strength.. im not a superwoman! nor am i a supergirl.. so..? haaa!! penat la..

monyok lor muke.. sheesh! monyok monyok monyok!! suke ati la.. tasuke & simpati ngn kemonyokan ku yg terserlah? make me happy.. make me smile.. make me laugh.. make me unwind! haha!! kah kah kah? sape mampu ilangkn rase monyok and tak larat kes tak makan? hahah!!

hari ni saye tk lunch & dinner. smlm saye tk breakfast & lunch. kelmarin saye tak lunch & dinner. jumaat? saye tak ingat dah.. saye tahu setiap hari satu kali je makan.. ya allah.. maafkan saye rezeki.. mmg tak sedar diuntung. :(

if only he was there to see me eat.. he'll most probabaly see & bagi muke pelik kot.. he'll tell me to eat.. i miss the times when he ask me to eat.. that is, "awak __________ tak??" -jawapan saye diberi- " then makan." nnt saye bagi muke mintak simpati tp tk load pon ngan dia. haha! dia akan pakse la jugak. nak tak nak, saye makan la jugak.. tak teruk mane pon. ngade ngade. hahaha!! sbb mende yang disuruh makan tu kdg2 saye tk minat. haha! atau saye da kekenyangan. tapi dia tak suke saye membazir. so bile saye fikir dah ter-kenyang, and dah taknak makan, saye teringat time kene pakse makan. :( and kadang kadang sedey je teringat.

sobs* memories for me.. hate them memories actually. he was never mine in the first place. he never loved. he liked. like as a sister which he kept a secret. why? only he knows. & i want to know it from him. :( felt cheated much. huh. after all ive been thru.. :(

im not like ur ex (though according to u, my frenster was just like hers. filled with touchy lovie comments from guys) ! im not ur ex (though u keep comparing me to her. i hate it when u do that.)!! i never was ur ex (since u never actually loved me). it was half-sided. unfair but thats just life. i accept what is thrown to me? no, apparently i do not accept until i know and get the truth.. huhu..:(