..a little too sweet*

feeling so accomplished! NOT! =(

i LOVE my tatak! hahah!! he's not bald.. hahah! almost! he got himself a GI cut.. haha!! but is it? donoee!! dont worry.. my darling tatak is only almost two years old.. :p i got wrapped together for him to have his hair cut. sheeessh!! he kept on crying crying crying.. and and.. at two shops, this sentence was said to my nephew.

"baby, dont cry, mummy is here."

oh my goodness.. do my little nephew seriously look like me? NO HE DOESNT!! oh do he?? aiya! thats not the point.. at least some people dont look at others with that particular look when one is bringing a baby around at such age. sheesh!

so with that sentence, i answered to them.

" no no!! im not the mother. just the auntie!! " and i smile ever so nicely!! whereas, what was in the heart was like arrgghh..

hahhaaha!! thanx for making me lose my shares [direct translation from turun saham!] hahaha.. now no guys would see me.. all guys will run away.. they will not ask for my number.. how sad is that?? hahhahaha!! i dont care.. my heart isnt open for anyone anyway..

my heart is sealed shut shut shut!! not opening its doors to anyone.. it still have a pretty little something for someone.. :( haha!! stupid silly whatever u call it.. i dont know why but ya. :((

his hobby is to pinch, slap, kick, bite, step on poor me. huh! =(
see the evidence above!
i told mum i want my PPO.

actually, a few friends whom i have not met said i've changed eversince they knew me months ago..

mereka kate: "ayie, cara ayie berbual skang da laen."
saye kate: "beza meyh? ne de. same je."
mereka kate: "tak tak. lain sikit. lebih caring & matang"
saye kate: "huh? lebey caring?? awat la plak?? adoi.. matang? maybe la kot. tp tidak!! saye nk jadi budak budak balek.. taknak matang!!"
mereka kate: "haa? nk jadi budak balek? alaa.. tak payah.. tinggalkan alam tu. lebih suke ayie yang skang."
saye kate: " haaa.. ape ape laa.. saye lebey matang ni sejak sejak jadi ibu ni.. haha!! tp sye masih tk kawen agy ok?? ye ar. kene jage anak sedare ku. mane tak matangnye? terserlah ciri keibuan. hampe jek."
mereka kate: "bagus tu. da boley kawen."
saye kate: "banyaklah kawen. sepak kang. study dulu ok? boyfren pun da tkde. nk kawen ape! huh. bukanlah kalau ade boyfren saye nak tros kawen dia pon. dia agy suh saye study wajin2. huhu."
mereka tambah: "ye la tu tkde bf."
saye jawab: "yg korg sakit ati apsal la plak? mmg da ter-single. tp saye windu dia agy ok? :( but saye tinggalkan dia. so shut up."
mereka tanye: "ok. sorry. ape jadi?"
saye kate: "something. but takpe la."

pada mase tu. dalam hati. yek eley. dulu tak caring meh? haha! mmg dulu, saye jahat nak mampos! :p but bile bab dorg tnye pasal bf je (saye yg terbuka topik ni), saye rase sedey sangat. huh. emosi. touching. :(

haih. have no idea what to blog about. just hop on to other ppl's blog & enjoy! :)

when love got stuck in the head.