my heart broke when i heard the news.. my feelings haywired when i saw the sms.i cried for i was shocked. i did not know how to react. i cried coz i was SAD!
i had a bad feeling on thursday. hati rase tak sedap. tibe tibe rase sedih semacam..sebak di dada.. mengcengkam jiwa.. tapi ntah kenapa.. i cant put a reason to it..
can it be coincidence that i feel that way on thurs and get this news on friday which the incident happened on thursday..? idk... but it hurts a lot..
after i got the news, i try not to cry in front of my family and in public.. but i cant control, i hid my face, looked away and tears fell..
please get well soon.. real soon i pray.. have a speedy recovery k? and please promise me it wont happen again.. i know it's going to be hard but... this would be the third? fourth time it happened right?
please be more careful.. please have enough rest.. get well soon.. take very good care.. dont move around so much until you're ready okays.. i'll visit you once i have the time.. and once i get what i need..
here's a teddy for you to see.. ^.^