why am i always doing this things? and i never learn. haha! it's funny if people can see how i happily, daringly write & say what it's hiding in my broken heart that afterwards i freak myself after exposing everything. but the truth is, theres so many things that runs through my mind. the consequences of saying is over board!
mala is just a little too naive. too silly. too crazy. she's a noob after all.
i risk the lost of everything. and now, i feel that i lost everything by saying too much- everything. nevermind, let my tears fall. at least, it eases some of the feelings in me.
but, is it really everything that i said? am i really sure? i feel there's always some part i left out. hmm... it's alright.. some day, the other part will come out too. & i hope i have the strength to keep it in me..
but, is it really everything that i said? am i really sure? i feel there's always some part i left out. hmm... it's alright.. some day, the other part will come out too. & i hope i have the strength to keep it in me..