..a little too sweet*

haix... it has been eight days since daddy when into hospital... from ccu to high dependency to general ward... haix... coz he is supposedly getting better... n the first two wards are especially catered to those who need special attention... haix...

went to hospital early... cause need to see the doctor who will explain cum "brainwash" us to be objective and to see the operation in an optimistic light... which he keeps saying... u are being too blablabla... when in fact i said nothing..!! none of us did... only that we asked questions about the risks of going or not going... i guess he MR SOON, the registra assumed we are objecting the idea when we are supporting dad to go for it... wth! aarrghh... i was like scolding him and uttering nonsense in my heart about him... waaa... the explicit details omost killed me to death la... my mum, my bro, my 2 sisters n i was there... guess wad... my brother started crying while we ladies stood strong... i was telling myself... waa!! y u crying... i cant see ppl cry coz i'll cry... i donoe y... it is like a chain effect... hahaa... but only to me... arrgghh...

daddy is going for four bypass operation... his something will be sawed open... his arteries will be taken from different part creating a tube like structure where blood can flow... hmmph... scary... suppose to watch the so called video so we can familiarise with how my daddy will be like after operation with the tubes all tat... but we headed home... coz we scared la... so we must be mentally prepared then...

ok... i'll stop here... for any readers who drop by.. pray for my daddy's safety please... thankiu! it is greatly appreciated... =D



i wish u'd say yes...